the way it is..
Aside from being really exhausted these days, mentally and physically, I have probably truly first experienced today what we have been constantly warned about day after day. While I’m not letting it try to get to me, it’s hard to just overpass something. Especially if it’s another negative thing being added on to your pile of distress. If you know me at all, you know that my personality is not easy in letting things go. I’m the type that needs to resolve the situation, if not right away then at some point eventually…soon. If something needs to be talked about, I want to confront it, now.
For this specific situation, all I can do is to continue to do the best I can. There’s nothing I can do to resolve it at the moment, which is probably why I’m getting so distressed. But like I said, I just need to keep running the race and do what I do with my head held high. Because, let’s face it… my head deserves to be held high.
Let me just say one thing. Writing is hard. Writing really is like art. You erase it, you go over what you just did, it’s ideas on something that used to be blank. The only thing is… if the writing turns out weird, you can’t say it’s ‘abstract’ then call it a day.
